Days seem hard. Days seems long. Sometimes. And then I sit down to rock sweet Remington with his favorite blanket as lullabies play on my phone and I forget that he destroyed my make up case, dumped the whole bottle of fish food in the poor fish bowl, wiped snot on me more times than I can count, and pulled out a handful of Penelope's hair. It is at this moment that I realize how fast it goes and how yes, one day, I will miss this. Miss it terribly.